Wednesday, July 6, 2016

College.

I am a "junior" in college. I use quotations because this is my third year in college and I still have no idea what I want to major in. I've gone from teaching, to criminal justice, to accounting, and everything in between. I have been sitting here for the past two hours trying to come up with a schedule for classes this fall, and nothing seemed to excite me. I was more stressed about trying to fit in classes with my work schedule. Now i'm sitting here thinking that maybe college isn't for me. My parents would kill me if they saw this. But i'm serious. I see these musicians, actors, and youtubers who are extremely successful and happy. That is the life I want. To create. Not to just sit at a desk working 9-5. I don't know. My brain is just one big ball of goo right now. I guess this is just a step in the journey of finding out who I want to be. I am just lost on a long long path called life.

The Confused,
Jess.

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