Thursday, June 23, 2016

Why am I Here?

    That is a question that I often find I ask myself a lot. I meet new people all the time. They all have something they are extremely passionate about. I want that. I have been spending the last twenty years of my life searching for that one thing that I absolutely love doing besides watching TV or listening to music. I've tried art. I've tried playing the guitar, piano, and ukulele. I've tried skateboarding. I just can't seem to find that one thing. That is why I am here. I used to hate writing. But I figured if I am just writing for myself, whatever I wan't to write about, it will help me "de-clutter" my mind and maybe help me find my passion. I got this idea from a song called Kitchen Sink by Twenty One Pilots, my all time favorite band. 
    It's funny because when I discovered this website about an hour ago, I came across an account by the name of "Trackstar123". Apparently I had an account six years ago, with one post, and about five views. It was interesting though to see how I wrote and thought when I was fourteen. That is another reason I want to keep up with blogging. It will let me look back and see all the things I have done and how much I have grown as a person. 
    I never know how to jump from one subject to another. So I guess starting a new paragraph will do. Can I just take a minute to say that when designing my blog page, I had instant nostalgia of designing my myspace page back in middle school. Now that, that was something I was passionate about. 
    This blog post is much longer than anticipated but that's okay. I am not here to please anyone, this is simply for me. And if I happen to entertain people along the way, then that's awesome. Also, if by chance there are some people reading my blogs, please don't point out my terrible writing and grammar skills, I am aware of how bad they are. I was always more of a math girl.
    Anyways, I am rambling on and need to go to bed considering I work in the morning. But who knows, maybe I will write another blog instead because this is actually extremely fun.

Last thing I promise.
If anyone knows how to change your blog name please let me know. I am still stuck with "The Exciting Life of Me(:" from my fourteen year old days.

Yours Truly,
Jess.

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